i got nothing more to say the world....black is the color of everything right now, black is the color of my eyes, because that is what I feel I deserve sometimes... Just the way to get either punished or taught a lesson...
I've learned my lesson already! But why am I still getting punished for something I don't know!?
Who is really the one who's punishing me? Is it Fate, is it the almighty God?! I don't think so! The one who is punishing me is myself...The thing is, is that I really like someone, and I just can't show it to her because I've hurt her to much to get her to believe me again...This IS my punishment, I have to figure out what I have to do to make her trust, believe me again that I am the one that always will love her! Sounds like a piece of cake, but believe me when I say it's NOT! And I've tried to show her that i love her for more than a year now, sure I've been with other girls, but that's just an attempt of trying to find a girl that is just like her...there is no one like her, she is the woman of my life and I know it! Now it's just up to me to convince that I am the man of her life...sure it sounds a little bit cliché all over it, but that's how I really feel about her, and she doesn't sees it....that is what makes me feel that I have failed her completely sometimes, but if I would've thought that I've failed her completely I wouldn't been able to be around her for the whole year that have passed after we've broke up. I just have to step up just enough to proove her that I am the man of her life, that is what I am about to do! 

"If life screws you over, well, then it is your turn to get revenge on life!" - Jesper Karlsson

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